An update to myself...

Finally...
I'm graduated...
Overcame the nightmare-liked FYP thesis and presentations...
Fulfilling all the credits hour for this 4 yr course...
Enjoying my uni life at much as I can...
Be able to graduate on time...
Yeap...everything goes smoothly just as what I wished 4 yr ago...
when I told myself I want to enjoy uni life and know many marvelous friends instead of just focusing on academics... (actually I am a lazy person...lol)
Thank you for everything that happened in these 4 yr...no matter it is good or bad...
I am always glad that there are people that I wanted to cheer them up every single day...there are people that I would like to care about and hangout with...thanks for appearing in my life and please do always be by my side...teehee...

While everyone was busy hunting for a job...Like usual...I go the other way round...after a fantastic trip with dearest coursemates to Taiwan...I went on another trip to Krabi with my lovely family members...And of course...secretly undergoes training for diving course...ngek ngek ngek...and manage to pass my open water test...here goes Seen...a newbie diver...thanks dad for this graduation present...I love it...
ps: that's my uncle in the photo nt papa...haha

Here marks the 3 months of my life...a post to myself to remind what I've did...Live with no regrets...

那个蛋挞好像出炉了。。

我常形容我是蛋挞族。。
根据unofficial definition。。由于蛋挞都是新鲜出炉。。要有几新鲜就几新鲜。。
所以换句话说。。
我继承了优秀的大马last minute精神。。
我是一个经典的 eggtart engineering degree student。。。
*新鲜滚热辣chang chang chang*

今天。。我考了4年里的最后一张paper。。
这一张人生中唯一3小时又要人命failling rate 高到招牌掉下来压死3000人的paper。。
两天前我只想快点结束它。。
早死早超生。。
可是在times up 的那一刻。。
从se103的窗口望出去。。我尽然有些不舍。。（不要误会。。绝对没有想break没有repeat过的记录）。。

原来。。
我有很喜欢
这个不壮观的校园。。
这个充满不同个性的同学的地方。。
mid term test 的高度合作。。
final exam 的绝望。。
course registration 的愤怒。。
赶assignment 的凌晨。。
做fyp的pikchik。。
常要担心被clamp tyre 的 parking。。
超慢的 lift。。
4年来一样难吃的cafeteria。。
可爱严厉搞笑会被学生欺负的讲师们。。
超情绪化今天却对我好到有点惊吓程度的FGO左右门神aunty。。

谢谢4年来遇见的所有人。。说得上两句的。。打过招呼的。。thank you!!

Super fast...
Its already the final semester of my university life...
Besides keep failing and failing and redo for my FYP lab...
I've start to think...what I've did for the passed 3.5 years...
Am I truly enjoy my university life?
I'm not sure...
But indeed...
I get to know a bunch of FANTASTICS friends...
Times flies...and it secretly passed by without you noticing...
looking back those old pictures seeing myself changing hairstyles from semester to semester...
damn it...I did changed alot...(gaining weight n start to conquer the environment horizontally)
hahaha...
In this brand new year...I wish...
I will be as happy as I could...
Being as simple as I could...

i dont get IT

totally doesn't get what is happening around me...

seems everything is out of my expectation..

thus, even my own reactions are out of my expectation..

thats the weird part...

i used to be simple...

i used to be patience...

i used to be not afraid of failures...

i used to be optimistic and filled with hopes for every single day...

but now i am afraid...

afraid of changes...

afraid of ppl getting upsets...

afraid of failing..

afraid of being...ignored...

thanks god there are still good friends around me...

cheering me up from time to time...

reminding me that i m not alone...

i will try my very best to smile everyday...