Friday, September 23, 2011

i felt so sad in a sudden

7pm start car from my hse n went to pick up juu juu for tonite bday celebration with xiao ding…7smt reached juu juu hse and jamed all the way to setapak at mrr2…v were very nervous as v were late…specifically…i was late…

recently got too many unfortunate things happen on me…i tried to face every single thing by my smile…look into the mirror n smile…n telling myself “tis is the face u shud show ppl around u so tat ppl wil not worry about u” …bt i m epic fail today…

when i reached wangsa maju…i realize ter is smt wrong with baby atos…so i pull over and check the car…the water is non-stop dripping under the car…

suspicion 1: the water tank is broken…

the car is ady in boiling mode…baby is having slightly fever now…according to my knowledge…i cnt drive the car anymore…there may b a risk of the car is going to burn…so i sit back n think wat shud i do…and then…i start to feel sad…

i noe i hav to call my dad…bt b4 tat i nid to call someone to discuss wit me wit what shud i do…a person i trust n rely on…the 1st person tat came into my mind…i cnt call him…just cant ^^

so i start to think how to sort off tis mess…bday gal is waiting for me…juu juu still in my car…so i m thinking of whether there is any frens in setapak area that own a car n can help me to fetch them to ampang 1st…i flip tru my contact list…no one…

i just realize…there is no one i can call…

i cnt let juu juu worry about me…i cnt show my helpless face by now…by that time i was quite envy ah Wan…she can cry when she wan to…i cnt…even now after so many tired procedures n i m super emo bt i stil cnt let myself shed a tear…i duno y…i m gud at controlling it when i m alone…bt if i heard a single word of consolation…i wil den cry lik a baby…the useless seen…

called up ah kor…too bad…i m just too bad luck…their whole hse is empty today…everyone were not ter…called up weichun…thanks weichun for giving me useful advise…and very sorry tat i cnt attend the arthur’s day ya…wasted ur ticket…

pls dun scold me…i m not the one who spoilt the car on purpose…i dun wan it to b spoilt as well…i was so scare when i call dad…i cn imagine how angry is him…n mum…i can ady imagine the situation when they reach wangsa…thanks to juu juu tat stay wit me until my parents were ter…

steron picked bday gal n juu juu n headed for the celebration…gals…very sorry tat i cnt join u all…and sorry to xiao ding…pls dun feel guity lar…no ppl wan tis to happen wan…cheers ya!!

by 11 the tow car came…baby atos needed to b towed…dad tried his very best to see wat happen to the car…he did not scolded me (face to face)…i did scolded by him tru phone as he cnt find wer the exact location m i…n mum start to blame me…i gt no idea y is she blaming me…mayb in her heart…a gal shud oni stay in her room n not making any frens n no outing for her…haha…i m speechless…

dear parents…i m ady scared to death…pls just tell me ‘everything is alright…the most important thing is u r safe’…i dun nid scolding…

n now…12smt…finally i reach my home…get myself into pyjamas n ready for bed…hope baby atos is ok…nt serious problem…seeing him being towed was lik looking at my son drove away by an ambulance…gosh…

4 comments:

小乱 said...

sorry ah, cos i cause ur car rosak!! too bad cant celebrate wif u~ >.<"" dun sad la, we still gt chance to meet up de la~

Seen said...

wat a...uiyor...not ur fault lar...it wan to spoilt when oso wil spoilt wan lar...at home oso it wil spoilt wan...i very paise oni..

Unknown said...

Nvm,i didnt go either. U-turn back for some other plan due to super duper massive traffic jam there~

Seen said...

i forgotten u stay at damansara d...i was planing to ask for ur help to help me fetch bday gal n my coursemate to somewhere safer...i was quite tension tat time...sowie ya...

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