orientation....a....

ok ok ok...hav to update smt bout my orientation at utar ya >_<
last thurs was my 1st day orientation at utar...
wake up super early 5.45am...omg...kill me...
cz as my fren..everyone noe tat...eat n sleep r d most important things in my life...
always...n i dun think is gona to change....for now lar...ahhaha
super jam....all d way to setapak....lucky is daddy fetching me...
so i can sleep in d car...
nt goin to let go even 1 min of time to sleep...hahaha
reach setapak bout 7smt...after having breakfast n heading to utar...
wait for ning yoon to arrive n v register at 1st floor duno wat block =P
after tat went for those talks at lecturer hall...
hours n hours of talk...
the whole day is about talks...alamak....
bt lucky i noe 2 new frens o...
1 gal oso stpm wan...same name wit me...pei xin (chinese exactly d same)...haha
very cute wan...she taking megatronic...
n another is fiona...a 19 yr old gal from penang...very frenly n cute oso...stil figure out hw to assembly her writing table...
bt ter is 1 thing tat i happy wit...hahaha...i m nt d only stpm leavers ter lar...wuhahahahahha not d eldest...
the 2nd day ...friday...
i attend d orientation bcz of d ptptn briefing ....jahatnya aku...hahaha
so nth speacial...went to library to hav a look while waiting for dad to cum n fetch me...erm..d kakak at library is very nice n kind...
after d ptptn den i cabut ady...even saturday ice breaking section i oso spend it at home wit sleep...hahaha
bt i meet kwok hung lar...last fri...stil look d same...bt now hav english name o...lenon o...no mor call kwok hung d le...
n i was suprise tat i hav a senior at utar le...
ah mr ng chee fei (duno spelling corect or not)...knew him last time worked part time at 88db.com....
reali hav to say thx to him....cz he figure out many of my blur-ness questions...hahaha wit patient...ofcz...
n jasmine oso..miz jasmine alot...kesian d jasmine..faster find a new job run far far away from cimb le....bad cimb tat kurung my jasmine....

alamak alamak alamak lar T_T

2more days to orientation nia....

a new study life....new environment....everything is new....

new new new....

i jz duno i m goin to like all these 'new' stuf onot ...haiz....

plus i m goin to b d super 'odd' + weird ppl rite ter...

according to 'under consideration' punya fai fai...after he calculate for me...

i m gona to b d eldest among the newbie....

omg...i dun lik to b so abnormal wan lar....i jz wan to b normal...

normal is much mor better for me...

haiz...

nvm...wait until d day cum...c mayb god wil treat me better by showing giving me a gud day...

hope so...

bt now...my fingers r pain....

>_<>

cz jz now practise violin mayb too hard d...sumor under presure le...

hav to escape from the ebiko predator (chloe tee khai wen)...hahaha

she keep promiz my mum she wil sit gud gud on d bed n watch i practise...

bt d fact is...nt lor...

she wan to hold my bow...wan to zip n unzip d case....

at last...she play wit my sister's make up stuf...shh....secret...i help her settle d...

my sister nt goin to noe wan.... (naughter ah yi n niece)

so i hav to jump ere n ter...walk ere n ter while i practising...

try to imagine....hahahaha i wil laugh even i recall the image....

life for these few days r normal...n i lik tis kind of normal life...

bt it gona to end soon...skul start wat....

ish ish ish....b4 tis lik hoping it start faster bt now is lik hoping d time freeze rite ere...

once again....i feel lik i m a kid...scare to go to skul on d 1st day...omg...i no more in kindergarden lar....ahhh >_<

tis lil princess is the ebiko predator...my niece chloe baby...super funny n naughty wan...haha

越

童话故事好像是很多人都爱的东西....
让你可以活在自己想象的世界里....
幻想你要想的....
可是有那么简单吗?
最近思想都有点偏激...
怎么办好像变得不是我自己了?
好苦闷...好迷失...
已经多久没这样了...
都怪自己往往把自己向迷宫里抛...
可悲的是这个迷宫是自己建的....
好建不建就建个自己都跑不出来的...
不小心把自己困了起来...
真的好想有人拉我一把带我出去...
思想好迷惑...
越来越搞不清楚我要怎样了....
安定的生活被搅乱...
多了不必要的担心....多了不必要的事要做...
无意间多了不必要的枷锁....
很重很痛不懂要怎么说...
谢谢我的身体...谢谢hormone的刺激...
在眼泪掉下的那一刻心情也会好多了...
很难因心情哭的我....越来越爱哭了...谢谢我的眼睛总是为我掩护的很好....

欣要骂粗口篇

做最小的未必是最好...最幸福的...最小的往往被忽略...往往被幸福化...往往被活在哥姐的阴影下...可悲 >_< haiz...

妈的...

叮叮糖!!!

臭鸡蛋!!!

坏人!!!

没天理!!!

不公平!!!

超冤枉!!!

快发颠!!!

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

呼吸....

好....

发泄完毕....

doraemon...

tis is the 4th toys by mc d ya....
so it is launch ady...jasmine faster go buy lor...hahaha

today is sushi day!!!

today v make sushi at 3jie hse o...hahaha
tis is d 1st roll i make...ok anot a?
dun wory can eat wan...
n tis is d dragon roll....wah....very nice wan le....
inside gt unagi....prawn...ebiko...n thousand island!!!
on top of tat v put d mango slide....
n tis mango slides r cut by 3jie fu...super geng jiefu....
he teach me hw to make sushi wan...
tis is all d sushi tat v make today....nice rite...
close up close up....tis plate actly is a small small competiton lar...
cz 3jie say wan to c hu can make d nicest sushi mar...
so 4 of us hav to make 1 roll....
n d fact is...dajie...u ng dim lar...alamak....put so many rice...haiz...
even 2jie fu oso dunwan to eat ur wan le....
daddy oso dunwan...hahaha
my niece so enjoy eating d sushi....
she keep say wan to eat ebiko...so cute >_<
today is so so so fun....sushi day...i luv it!!!
ps:thx 2jie for sponsor all d materials...n 3jie for using her hse kitchen n preparing all stuf for us to kacau...hahaha n 3jiefu for being our great teacher >_<

pudu 'dai boh' mee....

ok ok.....
is time for food again...
tis time is pudu 'dai boh' mee lar....
hahaha >_<
i eat it since i was a kid...
cz my family members...i mean whole family...include cousin n uncle everyone like it so much....
n i think most of d kl ppl shud noe bout tis mee tat very famous at pudu....
ter r 2 place u can eat tis mee o.....
1 is at a street called 'wang hong' (cantonese)...i duno wat its name in english lar...
d mee ter is cooked by the 'daddy'....bt it is old shop...
n is super hard to find d parking lar...
d other wan is at pudu shoplot ter....near d erican....
n the business is run by the 'son'...is cleaner n mor comfortable...
both the mee cooked by father or son r nice....
bt for me...i stil prefer father-cooked wan lor....
noe y?
cz u hav d feel when u eating ter...d old traditional mee feel....swt =_="

tiramisu tiramisu

tis tiramisu cake look reali nice rite?
is home maded wan....by my brother in law's brother...
mr hoongie....haha
it taste reali nice...no wonder he can work in hotel lar....
bt d problem is...d caffeine....
everyone noe tiramisu contain caffeine rite....
my heartbeat used to hav sum problem...
i can't drink coffee....i kenot eat food contain high caffeine b4 other normal food....
bt tis morning...erm...my fault lar...
d cake is so nice infront of me....look so tasty for breakfast....haiz >_<
so i decided to hav it as my breakfast lor....jz a small slide....shub b ok lar...
sumor i take gud k of myself...long time i din feel abnormal heartbeat d...
bt after tat i was totally regret...
for d whole day...i was energyless...d heartbeat is unstable...
i hav to control my breathing...kenot breath too fast...breath deeply...
regret lar...shud eat other things 1st...or mayb hongie's cake is too rich in caffeine...
oni after dinner i hav my energy back...i m alive...hahaha
n another things...i 'pull my mum down water'...
ask her to eat 2gether...den today...v2 same situation lor....
hongie thx for ur tiramisu...bt next time dun contain so high level of caffeine lar...later i kenot breath le...

funny pet....

u c its post!!!!
so funny rite...jz now i went to keep my sport shoes tat time...
i notice tis...
wah...gao xiu u so yeng o...
1 leg on d stone stone ter...
it is standing u noe...omg....
gao xiu today reali 'gao xiu' a...hahaha

Shop to be recommened....

i think rite...since i lik to eat....hahaha wai sik seen...
so when i discover sum new place for nice food...
or sum restaurant or shop tat i lik to eat at....
i wil take sum of d pic of d food n post it rite ere lar...
ahhaha
ok....i lik german food....cz...i lik pork...hahaha
normaly i wil go euro deli at jln yap kwan seng (duno spelling corect onot) ter eat punya..
bt last fri...euro deli din open o....labour day gua...
den my dad sugest v go n try d german restaurant at my sis office (wisma uoa)
my dad went ter b4...bt is was my 1st time lar...

Bavarian Bierhaus

d atmosphere ter is quite gud...decorate wit all those antik antik stuf...
even hav a wooden kid tri-cycle!!!very very cute wan...
it is nt only a restaurant..bt is a bar...
according to my dad...he lik d german beer at ter...haha
d food portion is quite big...bt d food taste quite nice....

potato salad...
pork riks....luv it...hahaha n d baked beans is nt simple baked beans!!
german sausage....muz try german dishes....hahaha
ps:bt i personally stil prefer euro deli...hahaha bt ere oso nice...n nt so hard to find d place...

voiceless....hopeless...

wat is hapening to me....i m nt tat easy to get sad wan...
i alw tell myself to keep strong...kenot cry so easy...i can get tru everything wan...
dun k bout ppl's opinion...dun k bout wat others say...stay happy always...
but y everytime oso like tat...y y y....
every important moment in my life...sure smt will hapen...
for a kid...upsr is important...tat year...my famili economy went all d way down...
2months from exam i stil hav to move from condo back to small apartment...
hav to face those gossip around me...
form3...pmr is important for f3 student rite....dajie divorce....run bk from s'pore...
cry everyday....bring everyone into her sadness....
form5....spm....haha 2jie born baby chloe...n her mother in law dunwan to help her take k d child...baby chloe health hav sum prob...so ned to handle wit care...so my mum hav to take k of her...everyone can't sleep well everynite...scare she cant breath suddenly....do u think i can sleep well tat time...i don't....
form6...stpm....dajie say wana divorce again....(she remarried) same case...try to make everyone sad wit her....with her child tis time....keep crying everyday....
i did nth bt keep find smt to scold me...keep on n repeat....
i understand it is quite hard for her to control her emotion....bt....it is nt me...nt oni me...bt my parents...my other sisters....v din't hav anything to do wit ur marriage...
it is urs....u decide to mary tis man....it is ur responsible....u failed in ur marriage...u can't blame other ppl rite....y u keep wan to blame ppl for tis n tat....its like...i smile...i laugh...i m guity...


tis lil violin-shaped chinese music instrument...i bought it at taiwan...2 yr ago...
i wraped it with tissue paper....keep it nicely in my cupboard's drawer....
sometimes i wil put some water in it...n blow it...it oni works with sum water inside to nurish it....
it oni sold in taiwan...tats d point...n i duno wether i hav d chance to b ter anymore...
u hav time to sit at d living room....watching tv n chating ....u din stop ur daughter from playing my stuf ya....
she broke it....my heart is very pain....i wont blame a child...she is stil young....
bt d point is...u r nt goin to say sowie to me or wat....u scold me....
omg...u scold me?
for a normal person...wat wil u do in tis situation...erm..i think...shud b say sowie...den find a way to stick it back or smt...rite?
but she scold me....non-stop...lik i did smt wrong again....alrite...i was very desperate...i scream at her....to stop her from scolding me....quite efficient ya...lol...
i help u to take k ur child when u r working....sumtime i even wake up middle of d nite to change her diapers...cz i noe u r tired...i noe is hard for u to get back to the field of battle...when u fat lan za i oso tahan oni cz i m ur sis...bt...nt everything u r rite...u r d eldest doesn't means u r alw rite...pls control ur tempe.....pls noe wat is ur prob....u jz making everyone wana stay away from u....divorce is sad i noe....mayb i cant understand ur pain bcz i m nt u....bt pls dun make ppl around u to suffer ok...
i luv u ...n i luv jolie...everyone in tis famili luv u...
bt it doesn't mean tat u r rite in all time....