怀疑mama

不收拾就是不知道自己到底度过了怎样的人生。。
就因为mama的‘magic'几度变走了我房间里的东西然后再把所有的附属品堆在我的书桌上假装’堆填区’。。。让我不得已在星期六早上拉着kakak往ikea跑。。
对。。买书架。。（解决堆填问题）
买了后才为运输而烦恼。。忘了我的‘儿子’是kenari不是lorry。。
还好我家的小车都有瞬间变‘宽’的功能。。挤下了这个有点大的箱子。。
（看见papa惊讶的脸我有点沾沾自喜的说）。。
可是把它搬上一楼还真的蛮吃力。。33kg还好有kakak。。

在我研究着manual的时候。。
声称手痛的papa伸出援手帮我把书架lego好。。
从小我就是喜欢在papa身边当他的小帮手（捣蛋）。。搬搬东西。。上上螺丝。。
然后听着他一边唱what a wonderful world一边捶钉子。。是有点不搭。。
书架好了后就是我最怕的部分。。
我有虚心的怀疑是mama特地magic掉我的厨逼我整理那一切埋藏在厨里的东西。。
她的行为很可疑。。
不过我还是收拾了。。
慢慢把堆填区解决。。
然后发现。。原来埋藏了很多很多回忆。。
有从来没被整理的照片。。

<当娘还很瘦我还是冬菇头时>

有中学朋友写给我的字条。。有朋友旅行送的手信（整整一箱全是keychain）。。有fir亲笔签名的专辑。。有很多很多以前不舍得丢弃的东西。。现在看起来却没那么重要了。。扔了。。

在不同的年龄会觉得不同的东西有不同的重要性。。
以前我不会觉得这一张字条有几重要。。因该是乱塞然后忘了丢才留到现在。。可是现在我却会把它收好。。这张要我帮忙交功课的字条太可爱了。。我的中学同学太可爱了。。
呵呵。。

用了4个小时来收拾。。扔的都扔了。。瞬间变整齐漂亮（drawers 里的我死都不开给mama看）。。然后我发现mama真的很了解我。。

Me:我变美那个房间给你看...
mama:不到3天打回原型...一样乱...
me:那你看两天好了 ^^


mama在这整个事件中真的很值得怀疑啦！！！！

cant believe i m year 4...

finally its marching in the last semester of my degree...
i m kind of clumsy and confuse right now...
i nvr thought my uni life will end so soon until now...i suddenly realized...its year 4 now...
no more familiar faces of my dear seniors...some of my friends graduated as their course are only 3 years of duration...and one of the toughest thing that i m encounter now is...
Hooray...FYP...
i started to feel helpless by just looking at the titles offered by the lecturers...
bt at least i chosen something now...everything is fixed...i choose something different from my other coursemates...lab work...and it is all bio and chemistry based...pretty unique huh?

just smt to share...

my campus start to strengthen on the dress code of students (after all these years students of my faculty tends to b free n easy)..ya...we could just appear in the lecture hall will our pyjamas and slippers on it...
and it seems just ALRIGHT...
i m one of the short pants + slippers member...hehehe
this monday when i stepped in the campus i noticed that a BIG banner appear right infront of admin block written there ' dress up for success'...the 1st thing came into my mind is:
I ONLY have 2 or 3 long pants..............................................................................
so....should i start to get more from now?
fyi...gt 1 lecturer suk suk really wan to kick out students frm his class if they wear short pants n slippers...

and..how will u react when u steps into ur room...yeah...ur own room n things start to vanish?

this is what happen to me right now...

yesterday i stepped into my room after class realized that my old pc is missing...mum said she donated it...
today i stepped into my room noticed that my 3feets x 5feets book shelf is missing!!!n everything on the shelf is stacked on my table..i hav to use my lappy by putting in on my lap...i dun even hav 10cm space on the table...this is disaster!!!!and mum said i will only get a new book shelf after sister hse renovation is done on july...I cant imagine what will missing tomorrow...cry~~~~

but of course I successfully protest to my papa about this issue...真理长存...i m so gonna to get rid of this issue by this weekend!!!!roar~~~~

矛盾

我开始矛盾的生活。。
考完试想休息。。却看剧看到半夜3点。。
想丢东西。。却舍不得一切在我生活中曾经扮演重要角色的它们。。
想剪头发。。明明答应了自己说在长到腰前要忍着。。
想要把所有notes丢掉。。却胆小害怕一个两个不小心fail掉要retake。。
想出去走走。。却为了些小事却步。。
想要反抗。。却害怕你会伤心。。害怕你会生气。。
想要看清自己。。却连睁开眼睛的勇气都没有。。
想要不计较你对我说过的一切。。可是我却一点也不心胸宽大。。
想要做的事很多。。想要说的话很多。。却在开口时。。就哭了。。
然后再继续当蜗牛。。
今天我很讨厌懦弱的我。。
我很爱你们所以我可以忍耐。。可是我是你的家人。。不是你的女佣。。
我一直都有当好我的配角。。可是好歹。。
一套戏没有了配角也拍不下去。。不是吗？
在当你的主角时。。别忘了谢谢你的配角。。至少爱爱他。。好么？

aigoo

its been a very long time since the very last post i wrote...

not to complain about life...

but its just have been quite busy for this sem...

assignments..reports..tests..presentations..

a 6 subjects long sem is no kidding...with different different unique characteristics lecturers...it does makes my life gone crazy...way lack of reckless...

i am sitting down now start to calculate how many times had i been to the cinema in the passed 13 weeks...how many times had i went for an outing with my dearest pretties coursemates...how many times i can sleep before 11pm and not thinking what times should i wake up the other day to finish up my work...how many times i join the family dinner...

the scary part is...i can clearly remember them and listed them out...i dont need to use my toes...1 hand will do...haiz...

but i had start to think...after 1 year...will i be missing the time staying up late night to 'fight' with nanorobots...'having meeting' with biosensor...and 'begging' matlab?

i think i will ^^

the family tee

发现我还蛮是一个很能拖的人。。。打算在新年前就写的post尽然可以拖到新年的最后一天。。。真的有小厉害到一点。。。一直跟自己说要写下这一个post主要是让自己记住大家脸上的笑容。。。

我喜欢看见papa口说不用心里笑到开三千朵花的笑容。。
喜欢看见mama因为一直肥羊搞到我跟papa笑到晕倒的pattern。。
喜欢看到chloe静悄悄藏起她自己的tee的样子。。
喜欢看见pak gong gong老早穿着family tee准备拍照结果被我们拖到晚上才拍的搞笑情况。。
喜欢看见肉丸musique穿起块被挤爆的黄小tee。。
喜欢看见李小龙2号cheryl流到整件衣都是口水。。（前提：不是我的衣）
喜欢看见大家看到代表自己的动物图案的表情。。（尤其是mama的绵羊和二姐夫pattern一样样的大象）

一下就让我忘记了所有不开心的事情咯~忘记了有多烦恼的逼着可怜的兄弟们陪我找tee。。忘记了大太阳还要走好远找印衣服的sticker。。忘记了被文具店tauke骗去买很贵又印不到的sticker。。还有很多很多。。

我喜欢我的bear bear家庭。。不要问我为什么大肚腩的bear bear papa 加只跟出现在intimate广告是亲戚的肥羊会生出两只够力吵的鸟和一只有小心机显瘦的bear和一常年冬眠的蜗牛。。更不要问我他们的孙子怎样变成肥bee和piglet。。我真係吾知啊~~~

 

the youngest~~~

tearing out the sticker…

M3 ^^

   
the elderly~~~