i just want to stay at home and finish up my studies…
it seems very simple for most of the ppl but everytime i m having exam…there will sure be something happen…
i just wonder…can you all just settle things by yourself?
when i get lousy results…you all blame me for not study hard…i m not genius…i need time to study…i cant just memorize and understand every single words in the lecture notes by just scan tru it…i need to read…i need to think…and slowly figure it out…
everything seems so wrong…
you never know…how nervous i am…how scare i am…i cant understand what am i studying and got very limited time…but yet you all still wan to steal my precious time to help you all do something where you guys can do by your own…
you never know i cant eat anything when i m nervous…
you never know even i eat there is also useless…
you never know i vomit everytime when i m nervous…
you just never take the initiative to know it…