for nth.........or...for smt?

recently i alw think bout tis...
do u do smt for nth or for smt........
or i shud say....in d same time for smt and for nth...
after finish my exam....the whole december i was jz play...play...n play....
den now i start to pray....
guan yin ma(chinese shud noe tis) pls help me faster get a job or find smt for me to do...
i dunwan doing nth....
b4 tis i was hoping i can doing nth.....
i wished for no 1 wake me up in d morning....so i can sleep until i wana wake up....
i wished for no skul no alarm and no exam....so i can stay up whole nite on9 n watching drama series....
i wished for unlimited trips n travel.....so i can play along n hav fun in watever place n watever time...
n now....
i m lost.....
actly...quite desperate i think.....searching for classes to attend....violin class...dancing class...
but when i stop by n think....y u wana make urself bz?didnt u wish for nth in ur day life?
i......i duno......
when my baby niece wana go to bed....she sumtimes will ask for mum(her grandma) to tell her bedtime story...sumtimes dad (her grandpa)....
tis sence hapen 20min ago......
chloe(baby niece):i wan grandma tell me bedtime story...
grandpa :grandma not free....
chloe :no way....
grandpa :grandma stomach pain pain wan go toilet ng ng...
chloe :ok....
y dad wan to cheat her?actly grandma was fixing her fresh-perm hair in her room.....
y wana cheat a baby?since her request was simple.....n mum was free....doing nth....
reason 1:dad lazy go to find grandma...
reason 2:dad dunwan chloe get scold by grandma....
reason 3:dad wan to let grandma sleep early....she look tired today...
n d ans is.............dang dang dang dang.......i duno......
(mayb i can ask dad tomoro morning >_< )
nth or smt........
i hav a habit...every morning when i wake up n look into the mirror....
i will smile to myself....
do u do tat?
is a gud start for your day.......so....tis action is for smt........
n den i go to tidy up my bed.....but except it make ur room look neat....wats d reason to fold ur blanket?since u r going to use it again in few hours?(i start to think of tis ques since my sis giv sum 'feedback' to my mum when mum scold her d bed is messy)
so.....tis action is for nth......(but everyone do it everyday rite?)
nth or smt......
mayb v shud take a piece of paper d drop down every action v did in a day....
n v can analysis it....
c wether v do smt is for smt or nth.......
haha ^^
now i m doin smt for nth.......nite nitez