An update to myself...

Finally...
I'm graduated...
Overcame the nightmare-liked FYP thesis and presentations...
Fulfilling all the credits hour for this 4 yr course...
Enjoying my uni life at much as I can...
Be able to graduate on time...
Yeap...everything goes smoothly just as what I wished 4 yr ago...
when I told myself I want to enjoy uni life and know many marvelous friends instead of just focusing on academics... (actually I am a lazy person...lol)
Thank you for everything that happened in these 4 yr...no matter it is good or bad...
I am always glad that there are people that I wanted to cheer them up every single day...there are people that I would like to care about and hangout with...thanks for appearing in my life and please do always be by my side...teehee...

While everyone was busy hunting for a job...Like usual...I go the other way round...after a fantastic trip with dearest coursemates to Taiwan...I went on another trip to Krabi with my lovely family members...And of course...secretly undergoes training for diving course...ngek ngek ngek...and manage to pass my open water test...here goes Seen...a newbie diver...thanks dad for this graduation present...I love it...
ps: that's my uncle in the photo nt papa...haha

Here marks the 3 months of my life...a post to myself to remind what I've did...Live with no regrets...

那个蛋挞好像出炉了。。

我常形容我是蛋挞族。。
根据unofficial definition。。由于蛋挞都是新鲜出炉。。要有几新鲜就几新鲜。。
所以换句话说。。
我继承了优秀的大马last minute精神。。
我是一个经典的 eggtart engineering degree student。。。
*新鲜滚热辣chang chang chang*

今天。。我考了4年里的最后一张paper。。
这一张人生中唯一3小时又要人命failling rate 高到招牌掉下来压死3000人的paper。。
两天前我只想快点结束它。。
早死早超生。。
可是在times up 的那一刻。。
从se103的窗口望出去。。我尽然有些不舍。。（不要误会。。绝对没有想break没有repeat过的记录）。。

原来。。
我有很喜欢
这个不壮观的校园。。
这个充满不同个性的同学的地方。。
mid term test 的高度合作。。
final exam 的绝望。。
course registration 的愤怒。。
赶assignment 的凌晨。。
做fyp的pikchik。。
常要担心被clamp tyre 的 parking。。
超慢的 lift。。
4年来一样难吃的cafeteria。。
可爱严厉搞笑会被学生欺负的讲师们。。
超情绪化今天却对我好到有点惊吓程度的FGO左右门神aunty。。

谢谢4年来遇见的所有人。。说得上两句的。。打过招呼的。。thank you!!

Super fast...
Its already the final semester of my university life...
Besides keep failing and failing and redo for my FYP lab...
I've start to think...what I've did for the passed 3.5 years...
Am I truly enjoy my university life?
I'm not sure...
But indeed...
I get to know a bunch of FANTASTICS friends...
Times flies...and it secretly passed by without you noticing...
looking back those old pictures seeing myself changing hairstyles from semester to semester...
damn it...I did changed alot...(gaining weight n start to conquer the environment horizontally)
hahaha...
In this brand new year...I wish...
I will be as happy as I could...
Being as simple as I could...

i dont get IT

totally doesn't get what is happening around me...

seems everything is out of my expectation..

thus, even my own reactions are out of my expectation..

thats the weird part...

i used to be simple...

i used to be patience...

i used to be not afraid of failures...

i used to be optimistic and filled with hopes for every single day...

but now i am afraid...

afraid of changes...

afraid of ppl getting upsets...

afraid of failing..

afraid of being...ignored...

thanks god there are still good friends around me...

cheering me up from time to time...

reminding me that i m not alone...

i will try my very best to smile everyday...

怀疑mama

不收拾就是不知道自己到底度过了怎样的人生。。
就因为mama的‘magic'几度变走了我房间里的东西然后再把所有的附属品堆在我的书桌上假装’堆填区’。。。让我不得已在星期六早上拉着kakak往ikea跑。。
对。。买书架。。（解决堆填问题）
买了后才为运输而烦恼。。忘了我的‘儿子’是kenari不是lorry。。
还好我家的小车都有瞬间变‘宽’的功能。。挤下了这个有点大的箱子。。
（看见papa惊讶的脸我有点沾沾自喜的说）。。
可是把它搬上一楼还真的蛮吃力。。33kg还好有kakak。。

在我研究着manual的时候。。
声称手痛的papa伸出援手帮我把书架lego好。。
从小我就是喜欢在papa身边当他的小帮手（捣蛋）。。搬搬东西。。上上螺丝。。
然后听着他一边唱what a wonderful world一边捶钉子。。是有点不搭。。
书架好了后就是我最怕的部分。。
我有虚心的怀疑是mama特地magic掉我的厨逼我整理那一切埋藏在厨里的东西。。
她的行为很可疑。。
不过我还是收拾了。。
慢慢把堆填区解决。。
然后发现。。原来埋藏了很多很多回忆。。
有从来没被整理的照片。。

<当娘还很瘦我还是冬菇头时>

有中学朋友写给我的字条。。有朋友旅行送的手信（整整一箱全是keychain）。。有fir亲笔签名的专辑。。有很多很多以前不舍得丢弃的东西。。现在看起来却没那么重要了。。扔了。。

在不同的年龄会觉得不同的东西有不同的重要性。。
以前我不会觉得这一张字条有几重要。。因该是乱塞然后忘了丢才留到现在。。可是现在我却会把它收好。。这张要我帮忙交功课的字条太可爱了。。我的中学同学太可爱了。。
呵呵。。

用了4个小时来收拾。。扔的都扔了。。瞬间变整齐漂亮（drawers 里的我死都不开给mama看）。。然后我发现mama真的很了解我。。

Me:我变美那个房间给你看...
mama:不到3天打回原型...一样乱...
me:那你看两天好了 ^^


mama在这整个事件中真的很值得怀疑啦！！！！

cant believe i m year 4...

finally its marching in the last semester of my degree...
i m kind of clumsy and confuse right now...
i nvr thought my uni life will end so soon until now...i suddenly realized...its year 4 now...
no more familiar faces of my dear seniors...some of my friends graduated as their course are only 3 years of duration...and one of the toughest thing that i m encounter now is...
Hooray...FYP...
i started to feel helpless by just looking at the titles offered by the lecturers...
bt at least i chosen something now...everything is fixed...i choose something different from my other coursemates...lab work...and it is all bio and chemistry based...pretty unique huh?

just smt to share...

my campus start to strengthen on the dress code of students (after all these years students of my faculty tends to b free n easy)..ya...we could just appear in the lecture hall will our pyjamas and slippers on it...
and it seems just ALRIGHT...
i m one of the short pants + slippers member...hehehe
this monday when i stepped in the campus i noticed that a BIG banner appear right infront of admin block written there ' dress up for success'...the 1st thing came into my mind is:
I ONLY have 2 or 3 long pants..............................................................................
so....should i start to get more from now?
fyi...gt 1 lecturer suk suk really wan to kick out students frm his class if they wear short pants n slippers...

and..how will u react when u steps into ur room...yeah...ur own room n things start to vanish?

this is what happen to me right now...

yesterday i stepped into my room after class realized that my old pc is missing...mum said she donated it...
today i stepped into my room noticed that my 3feets x 5feets book shelf is missing!!!n everything on the shelf is stacked on my table..i hav to use my lappy by putting in on my lap...i dun even hav 10cm space on the table...this is disaster!!!!and mum said i will only get a new book shelf after sister hse renovation is done on july...I cant imagine what will missing tomorrow...cry~~~~

but of course I successfully protest to my papa about this issue...真理长存...i m so gonna to get rid of this issue by this weekend!!!!roar~~~~

矛盾

我开始矛盾的生活。。
考完试想休息。。却看剧看到半夜3点。。
想丢东西。。却舍不得一切在我生活中曾经扮演重要角色的它们。。
想剪头发。。明明答应了自己说在长到腰前要忍着。。
想要把所有notes丢掉。。却胆小害怕一个两个不小心fail掉要retake。。
想出去走走。。却为了些小事却步。。
想要反抗。。却害怕你会伤心。。害怕你会生气。。
想要看清自己。。却连睁开眼睛的勇气都没有。。
想要不计较你对我说过的一切。。可是我却一点也不心胸宽大。。
想要做的事很多。。想要说的话很多。。却在开口时。。就哭了。。
然后再继续当蜗牛。。
今天我很讨厌懦弱的我。。
我很爱你们所以我可以忍耐。。可是我是你的家人。。不是你的女佣。。
我一直都有当好我的配角。。可是好歹。。
一套戏没有了配角也拍不下去。。不是吗？
在当你的主角时。。别忘了谢谢你的配角。。至少爱爱他。。好么？

aigoo

its been a very long time since the very last post i wrote...

not to complain about life...

but its just have been quite busy for this sem...

assignments..reports..tests..presentations..

a 6 subjects long sem is no kidding...with different different unique characteristics lecturers...it does makes my life gone crazy...way lack of reckless...

i am sitting down now start to calculate how many times had i been to the cinema in the passed 13 weeks...how many times had i went for an outing with my dearest pretties coursemates...how many times i can sleep before 11pm and not thinking what times should i wake up the other day to finish up my work...how many times i join the family dinner...

the scary part is...i can clearly remember them and listed them out...i dont need to use my toes...1 hand will do...haiz...

but i had start to think...after 1 year...will i be missing the time staying up late night to 'fight' with nanorobots...'having meeting' with biosensor...and 'begging' matlab?

i think i will ^^

the family tee

发现我还蛮是一个很能拖的人。。。打算在新年前就写的post尽然可以拖到新年的最后一天。。。真的有小厉害到一点。。。一直跟自己说要写下这一个post主要是让自己记住大家脸上的笑容。。。

我喜欢看见papa口说不用心里笑到开三千朵花的笑容。。
喜欢看见mama因为一直肥羊搞到我跟papa笑到晕倒的pattern。。
喜欢看到chloe静悄悄藏起她自己的tee的样子。。
喜欢看见pak gong gong老早穿着family tee准备拍照结果被我们拖到晚上才拍的搞笑情况。。
喜欢看见肉丸musique穿起块被挤爆的黄小tee。。
喜欢看见李小龙2号cheryl流到整件衣都是口水。。（前提：不是我的衣）
喜欢看见大家看到代表自己的动物图案的表情。。（尤其是mama的绵羊和二姐夫pattern一样样的大象）

一下就让我忘记了所有不开心的事情咯~忘记了有多烦恼的逼着可怜的兄弟们陪我找tee。。忘记了大太阳还要走好远找印衣服的sticker。。忘记了被文具店tauke骗去买很贵又印不到的sticker。。还有很多很多。。

我喜欢我的bear bear家庭。。不要问我为什么大肚腩的bear bear papa 加只跟出现在intimate广告是亲戚的肥羊会生出两只够力吵的鸟和一只有小心机显瘦的bear和一常年冬眠的蜗牛。。更不要问我他们的孙子怎样变成肥bee和piglet。。我真係吾知啊~~~

 

the youngest~~~

tearing out the sticker…

M3 ^^

   
the elderly~~~

鬼鬼祟祟的2011

once i click into my fellow friend's blog 80% of their recent posts are about the summary of whole year 2011…so it makes me start to have that thoughts ‘should i write one?’

indeed…after 8seconds i already give up…

reasons?

i cant even recall what i’ve ate yesterday for breakfast do you think i can remember every single matters that happen in the whole year from january until december?

the answer is a big NO…

maybe i could share some significant issues that happen in december 2011…hehe ^^

i lost my son T^T

after a LONG discussion between papa n jiejie…they decide to trade in baby atos…and i was the last person who knew about this…i start to think how many years i spent with him…i think it was from my F4 or F5 days…mama hand over him to me in my F6 days and he officially become my beloved son in my 1st year of uni…

i only left him 1 trademark for so many years…i only hurted him once… (until mid of december 2011)

in one fine day…i lost in ampang on my way home…basically you can implant your own imaginations for this part…i was panic to dead…coz i had travel for around an hour and i cant see a single sign board in ampang area…seriously…i hate ampang =.=
and i accidently bump into a cement car…and i left baby atos a big injury on his head…after i reach home safely…dad told me the other day he need to hand over baby atos to the dealer…

i was shocked…i cant believe that its my last trip with baby atos…and i was so regret (i let him bump into other ppl’s butt)…

haiz…i miss baby atos alot now…right now i had a new partner…its ferrari’s brother kenari…i name it baby nana…its a boy btw…

other than this…one of the most significant in year 2011 is i dyed my hair in caramel brown (it came out more to golden)…finally i dyed my hair…and i touch up it abit yesterday…but now it become hazelnut brown…i have no idea what colour it will change to after 2 months…haha

basically year 2011 had been quite a nice year for me…i eat alot…play alot…sleep alot…making new friends…joining some camps and activities…wish everyone around me are satisfied with their year 2011 as well…

i feel good!!! i am going to have a great kick start for year 2012!!!
shh…lets wait and see what izit…i am not going to share it right now…ngek ngek ngek…

感谢篇

其实我并没有很很很喜欢那些年这部戏。。

因为对我而言它有点过度美化青春岁月。。

我在跌倒跟现实的生活中成长。。没有沈佳宜的美貌。。没有她的名列前茅。。（我成绩都是骗吃的）。。自然没有5个大男孩同时间对我献恩勤。。

所以也许就这样我对整个故事没有什么深感触。。

不过我比较喜欢原著的书。。那个比较贴近现实。。呵呵。。

身边很喜欢这部电影的人大多是男生。。我想是因为他们都很想成为柯腾。。也许有一些有稍微20%像他那么傻。。为了个自己的青春画上美丽的句号。。把自己融入一下。。不为过。。

还是那句。。美化青春。。

也许每个人都有遇过她的柯腾。。也许每个人都当过谁的。。

最近才知道原来我也有过这样的荣幸。。

谢谢你让我有幸成为沈佳宜一下下。。

可惜我是固执的人。。我有我的原则和想法。。我一个人一直活得很好。。谢谢你的喜欢。。你生活要加油哦。。

我有在努力吃饭。。不用担心 ^^

证明！

Movie review-Arthur Chirstmas

今天在上完了这个学期最后一堂lecture后突然大家即兴跑去看戏。。arthur christmas 是我对自己指定一定要看的一部片。。我没有看过它的trailer。。只是呆呆的被他的poster吸引了。。呵呵。。

对。。我是肤浅的。。不过我还是喜欢不看trailer的去看戏。。这样可以不用抱着等待被剪出来的片段出现。。能更专心的看电影。。

这部卡通。。很赞！！

从人物性格到场面到剧情到感动到笑场再加点教育性和christmas的感觉。。完全适合大人小孩情侣观看。。太多out of your imagination的东西了。。就连小小的 kelefeh elf 都可以各有特性。。

Arthur
Santa 的小儿子。。是家族里少了都没关系的人。。热情与 christmas。。每天都活在担忧里。。渐渐担忧成了他的动力。。善良。。对santa超级崇拜。。

Steve
Santa的大儿子。。开场就被他的christmas tree 胡须吸引着。。太搞笑了。。会无端端穿起粉红色女人浴袍出现。。穿名牌。。爱科技。。拥有聪明的头脑。。爸爸爱的儿子。。专制。。等待接手santa职位。。犹如大清帝国太子般。。不太热衷于christmas正正的意义。。

Santa
肥肥圆圆白胡须的老公公！有惊无险的完成他的第70个mission。。基本上只靠着Steve的安排做事。。有个可爱的太太。。太太爱上网上课。。一流家庭主妇。。

Grand Santa
绝对不能错过的人！！退休的santa claus。。过着无聊的日子。。对一切身边的事物不满意。。尤其是santa和steve。。无时无刻怀念自己的向当年。。戏中的大笑点。。爱面子。。耍赖。。怕死。。爱逞强。。超级sarcastic。。。看着他死说africa是paris时我真的笑不停。。再来一个 they breed the elephants in the drain...笑到晕了。。

Bryony
The marvellous wrapping elf..很执著。。一点wrapping上的破损都看不过眼。。拥有high tech的电话却只用来拍bow的照片。。坚持3 wrapping papers...3 tapes...and there is always time for a bow!紧接grand santa的第二笑点人物。。本人大爱他！！

整部电影都很好看。。故事很新鲜。。人物很有趣。。就连个鹿都可以好笑过人。。在我最近看的几部卡通中觉得最棒的一部。。我认为第二名是 Tin Tin。。第三是 puss in boots。。

值得一看。。更是一部值得看3D的。。

i feel like christmas is really near after watching this cartoon…

ps:the movie opening you will see some one u really unexpected…that is…JUSTIN BIEBER!!! hahaha…i was kinda swt when i saw his mv appear in the cinema…after that only i notice he sang the christmas song for this cartoon…basically that song is not bad…

pss:i m not bieber fans >.<

Movie review-Immortals

这一片我要用华语来写。。因为我觉得那种震撼是我用我那有限公司的英文是表达不到的。。

我被邀请去观看immortals premium showing。。我分别得到2张 nuffnang 给的票和4张 fly fm 给的票。。然后我们几个人就浩浩荡荡的跑到遥远的 damansara 看我们的戏。。话说。。我的同伴们都对这部电影期待很高。。因为他们爱死了 300。。。那个传说中的 sparta kick。。。还有很多8块完美巧克力的演员。。

注：我的同伴们是男的。。免得你们以为他们变态。。虽然我觉得现在显得更变态了点。。

immortals 呢。。该怎么说呢。。人物有点可惜。。众神好像蜡像酱被导演要来摆的。。让我很失望。。zeus 没有那个感觉。。用电的 zeus 尽然全场一次都没有‘电’过。。铁锤小的可怜。。丢了出去一set过后就没有被用过。。zeus 也许忘了交电费被 TNB cut 电了。。只能用鞭。。鞭死自己的神。。

被鞭死的神也是有可怜到。。我连他叫什么名字都不懂他就变成一个‘碟’死掉了。。话说他还帮主角解决了几个面具人。。他的头盔有很厉害下。。

再来是‘跳海神’。。当他很有型的向 Athena 说了句海有不测之风云然后往下冲破云霄制造tsunami时。。我好期待他的再出现。。然后发现。。没有了。。我的同伴对我说“我看他搞不好跳海死了”我不知道他是什么神啦！！！都没有要好好介绍他！！

还有是超级大配角。。。the epirus bow。。。
尽然它酱厉害为什么不用它来对付titans?然后让我爱的 Athena 就酱死翘翘？Athena 死了！！Athena 尽然会死。。level仅次于 zeus 的 Athena 尽然死了。。我真係接受吾到咯。。

人物后要讲的是costume。。笑点好多啊。。万恶的king hyperion尽然长得跟ultramen的怪兽很像。。。

当镜头拍摄他的背影是我一度以为那个螃蟹夹夹是武器。。看到他的肩旁时我忍不住笑了。。原来是头盔。。镜头转向前方是我崩溃了。。前面还要有牙！！！

costume designer…你赢了。。

哈哈哈。。。播映的途中还有意外。。画面out of focus然后再out of screen。。我只好说不要到tropicana city mall看戏啦。。好扫兴。。这部戏不是烂片。。可是也不是一部好片。。我只能给个5分。。电影破坏了我对希腊神话的崇拜。。我依然不能相信神酱容易就死了。。我也不明白为什么zeus干架时不带多几个神来帮忙。。我更加不明白为什么看到预言的一定是个处女还要跟主角有床戏。。难道男主角不觉得留着她的预言对打败king hyperion很有帮助吗？

还有一个。。我没有想到他会撑到后半部才死的人！！那个costume够力丑对白没有超过3句的priest…一个绝对超出你可以想像的角色。。

these are just my personal opinions…cheers!

Small updates ^^

it has been a while since the very last update from my blog…it is not because of i am busy…it is just more to~~~

er hem…lazy  *shy shy*

i finally finish my 20 weeks industrial training and back to campus to continue my ONLY ONE subject short semester…basically i was feeling quite grateful that i still have a chance to take this subject…or not i will be having a long and lonely 3 months holidays…

this is the funny part of human being…when you are studying…u wish and pray damn hard for holidays…when you are having a long holidays…u are banging your head to the wall and hoping it to end…and this is kind like a cycle to me…

i know i am weirdo~~~~

officially 22 years old now (superb old T^T ) …but since it is a fact i should get myself a chair sit infront of the mirror and say ‘hi pei seen…you r 22 now…so face the fact that you are old now!’

a big thankyou to all my friends and family members for giving me a memorable birthday!!!love you all!!muacks…of course there are many presents that i am not going to show u…later you jealous…hohoho *actually i am just lazy to snap a picture >.< *

ok…back to my old age…i start to feel terribly old after i joined a program…which is the B&S program…which required me to guide a group of japanese high school students to have some kind like a one day trip in kl…gosh…they are only around 16-17…

*covering my face with both of my hands*

i was pretty scared at first…i scare that i cant communicate with them!!!for your information…i choose FRENCH as my foreign language in uni and i took basic KOREAN…but not JAPANESE!!the only japanese words that i know are…toyota…honda…yamaha…suzuki…arigato…and…indeed…KAWAII NEH~~~

i am very glad that these 9 students are so kind and friendly!! the name list i received was 7 people but it added up to 9 people on the spot…can you imagine a clumsy kiddo bringing 6 beautiful girls and 3 handsome boys running all around golden triangle ?

that day…was the very first time i got 2 handphones spoiled in one day…the very first time i LEAD people cross the road…i am always the one leaded by people…the very first time i STOP the cars and let my members to cross the road…i never know i am so brave…hehehe and i even force the traffic police to say hi to them…

i bet the traffic police must be feeling super sweat…

but i had a very fun day…making friends with them…use all kind of ways to make them understand what i am saying…and they use up all of their brain juice to make me this kiddo to understand what they mean…it was so fun…thanks for making my day…

taken before they leave pavillion

the paper that i was holding and my little bear book

all 9 cute japanese…

ps:i was giler happy because they was so shocked when i told them i am 22…they keep saying :u look younger!
kawaii neh~~~

omg omg omg…

i felt so sad in a sudden

7pm start car from my hse n went to pick up juu juu for tonite bday celebration with xiao ding…7smt reached juu juu hse and jamed all the way to setapak at mrr2…v were very nervous as v were late…specifically…i was late…

recently got too many unfortunate things happen on me…i tried to face every single thing by my smile…look into the mirror n smile…n telling myself “tis is the face u shud show ppl around u so tat ppl wil not worry about u” …bt i m epic fail today…

when i reached wangsa maju…i realize ter is smt wrong with baby atos…so i pull over and check the car…the water is non-stop dripping under the car…

suspicion 1: the water tank is broken…

the car is ady in boiling mode…baby is having slightly fever now…according to my knowledge…i cnt drive the car anymore…there may b a risk of the car is going to burn…so i sit back n think wat shud i do…and then…i start to feel sad…

i noe i hav to call my dad…bt b4 tat i nid to call someone to discuss wit me wit what shud i do…a person i trust n rely on…the 1st person tat came into my mind…i cnt call him…just cant ^^

so i start to think how to sort off tis mess…bday gal is waiting for me…juu juu still in my car…so i m thinking of whether there is any frens in setapak area that own a car n can help me to fetch them to ampang 1st…i flip tru my contact list…no one…

i just realize…there is no one i can call…

i cnt let juu juu worry about me…i cnt show my helpless face by now…by that time i was quite envy ah Wan…she can cry when she wan to…i cnt…even now after so many tired procedures n i m super emo bt i stil cnt let myself shed a tear…i duno y…i m gud at controlling it when i m alone…bt if i heard a single word of consolation…i wil den cry lik a baby…the useless seen…

called up ah kor…too bad…i m just too bad luck…their whole hse is empty today…everyone were not ter…called up weichun…thanks weichun for giving me useful advise…and very sorry tat i cnt attend the arthur’s day ya…wasted ur ticket…

pls dun scold me…i m not the one who spoilt the car on purpose…i dun wan it to b spoilt as well…i was so scare when i call dad…i cn imagine how angry is him…n mum…i can ady imagine the situation when they reach wangsa…thanks to juu juu tat stay wit me until my parents were ter…

steron picked bday gal n juu juu n headed for the celebration…gals…very sorry tat i cnt join u all…and sorry to xiao ding…pls dun feel guity lar…no ppl wan tis to happen wan…cheers ya!!

by 11 the tow car came…baby atos needed to b towed…dad tried his very best to see wat happen to the car…he did not scolded me (face to face)…i did scolded by him tru phone as he cnt find wer the exact location m i…n mum start to blame me…i gt no idea y is she blaming me…mayb in her heart…a gal shud oni stay in her room n not making any frens n no outing for her…haha…i m speechless…

dear parents…i m ady scared to death…pls just tell me ‘everything is alright…the most important thing is u r safe’…i dun nid scolding…

n now…12smt…finally i reach my home…get myself into pyjamas n ready for bed…hope baby atos is ok…nt serious problem…seeing him being towed was lik looking at my son drove away by an ambulance…gosh…

3 + 1

3 + 1 is not instant coffee…

3 means 3 cuties and 1 means 1 ‘jimui’…

i m very glad tat i always got u guys besides me…v talk…v play…v cheers together ^^

kat kat…ah wan…ah yeong…very happy tat v can maintain our friendship for so many years!!thankyou!!

its very hard to find ppl tat can CARZY together!!!!

i m very glad tat i hav many frens tat can sot sot wit me together..hahaha

my f6 fellows…my utar ji mui…my miff kaki…thankiew!!!

thanks for being a part of my life ^^

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我回来了

今天学会了一些东西。。

第一。。不要轻易相信人。。我很笨。。

第二。。要学会走得快点。。不能慢慢的。。没有人会停下来等你。。只会远远的抛离你。。

第三。。要勇敢些。。自己要勇敢起来。。

我还好好的活着呢..有时只怪自己在不适当的时候聪明了。。

YELLOW ROCKS!

I'm addicted to yellow. YELLOW ROCKS!!!!!!!! oh yea~

心虚

我今天不是一点点可是很多一下下的心虚。。

因为我要请假。。在刚刚放完raya假的今天。。我要开口跟老大说我下星期要请假。。还是两天。。

原因？表哥结婚。。

重点？老实说。。我没有跟他很要好。。可是阿姨还蛮疼我的。。而且需要陪娘跟侄女去。。地点有点远。。pangkor。。听说好像下很重本一下。。

为何不推？娘会砍我。。我还想‘老实’的多活几年。。

其实还好公司是这个星期比较忙。。不对。。是特忙。。看着ah man就快被一堆纸搞疯。。自己快被file埋了。。再看看老大眉头皱到可以夹死苍蝇。。

我真的不知如何开口。。

内心挣扎了数万次然后没有勇气踏出房门。。等到勇气酝酿到了！！就被人打断了 T^T

我失败了两次啦。。

第三次。。把做好的东西给老大看。。然后塞parking ticket让他签名。。然后。。

“老大。。我下个星期可以请假吗？两天。。” （我很心虚的问）

“可以啊。。zomok不可以？哈哈” （老大很轻松的回答）

结束了。。。

酱就结束了！！！那我酝酿酱久干嘛？？？？？？

顺带一提。。当我贴着墙壁酝酿勇气时被ah man很不解的望了一望。。笑了两set。。再埋头纸堆。。

只能说。。有些事情就是开不了口啊~~~~~

最近奇怪特。。很久没联络的。。联络上了频频捉我出来。。而频频联络的。。突然人影都不见了。。

心虚篇。。完 ^^

担心

这几天下来就是一直的担心。。

爸的工程。。

妈的健康。。

侄儿的脚。。

三姐的baby。。

现在又多一样了。。chloe的病。。

连自己精神不好都不敢说了。。只希望不生病就好。。

三姐肚子痛了36个小时最后还是自己request下医院才帮她剖腹生女。。羊水破了很久了。。大家都很担心。。医生尽然可以请假。。拜托。。你的patient预产期时你可以酱吗？我和爸很生气的说。。尽然还说什么baby的心跳还很强不用急。。难道要等到不强了时才来催生吗？

看见爸一直很懊悔让姐选政府医院。。一直在那里说‘去gleneagle就好’。。那个。。我家基本上是私人医院supporter。。这次我姐选择这间医院据说很靠近她家婆家和她同事说很好。。据我所知我姐是选私人付款的。。fully payment。。并没有比gleneagle便宜很多。。可是我只能说。。服务真的‘一流’到。。

破水了那么久都不进行催生。。小孩是很危险的。。还好。。姐夫听爸妈的话跟医生要了剖腹。。幸亏baby健康。。不然你们医院真的死定了。。可能你们会说我犀利。。可是我真的不喜欢政府医院。。你刚生完就迫不及待把孩子推回给你照顾。。你就连说话的力气都没有。。怎么照顾啊。。小孩便便了姐不会换。。我去叫你帮忙。。你跟我说等一下。。还要再加一句‘你们不是有婆婆在吗？自己换啊？’我很怀疑你是不是护士。。温馨提醒。。我们fully payment。。还是你们说她的大便你们要看。。现在酱哦。。

好了。。母女健康我不跟你计较。。

我的chloe宝贝侄女。。中virus了。。证实是从这间医院传染到的。。她不停呕吐。。现在还要isolation。。二姐要照顾小cheryl。。必须搬到别的房间住。。不能接近chloe。。她很心疼。。我也是。。爸也是。。妈也是。。

妈本来要留院配三姐。。帮她看顾孩子。。因为‘尽职’的护士不怎么理会。。因为chloe她还要两边奔波。。要帮忙二姐照顾她。。

家里就是酱。。什么事一发生就是一箩。。我真的很担心。。担心多过开心。。

请告诉我没关系。。会好起来的。。谢谢。。